I am a determined person and work hard to perform my best. So, going back to the books after such a long, long time can be very intimidating. Like other students, I of course have my fair share of testophobia- fear of taking exams. Not really fear of failing the tests but fear of not getting the BEST RESULTS! Let's face the facts - at 46, your brain can works relatively slower when compared to younger brains. Mind you, I wonder whether my brain could still function in an academic setting after such a long time.
But, exams @Unirazak are just over, phew!! What a relief, and I can enjoy my 3-week break and re-charged. I had found the experience so far very energizing and rewarding -- even it is just 3 months. What's the best part thus far?
Well, being back in school has been a refreshing experience. For a start, my class was small. I am the oldest person in the class, with most silver hair! I definitely don't want to be seen as an old lady sitting in with the trendy 20+ or early 30+ year olds. And I am glad they treat me just another fellow classmate.....with some of them addressing me as "Big sis". I hope it is out of respect rather than being treated as "senior" or "mama"!
During the semester, I was included in conversations --- about World Cup and everything from coursework. As a returning “older” student, I never felt out of place. I enjoyed the interaction with my classmates and also with our professors
I felt alive and full of new enthusiasm. I have renewed my confidence. I have more confidence in my abilities. And since Knowledge has no limits, I am ready to learn new things and explore new possibilities.
I definitely look forward to the next semester. See you in 3 weeks time.
Happy holidays, my dear friends
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